It's End.....

it's END....
tat's it...
=(

愛しています=(

it's been a long time i nvr log in to write my blog,
i thought ....
i thought all have settled down,
but it's not...
T.T
i'm so moody,
damn sad...
yup!!!
finally u accept me as ur fren in facebook,
finally u dare to face me...
but so wat?!
u said u dowan waste my time,
and i'm insist i don think tat i'm wasting my time on u....
u not believe
>.<
and u said u better off to treat me as a "best fren"
wtf?!
it's hard to let me accept tis role,
serious shit....
i'm pissed off bout tis case
!!!!
at last i still got to follow ur request,
dowan u to get suffer from tat...
so SAD...
u know tat i really LOVE u....
T.T
i really MISS tat moment ,
although 1 in m'sia and another 1 in canada....
but!!!
we got a "SWEET" moment too...
my mind keep on reminiscence those moment,
and my tears's dropping down to my cheek....
=(
sad...damn sad...
i dream bout u recently,
i swear!!!
i dream bout u twice...
u have changed a lot,seriously...
ur attitude to me is getting "numb"....
mayb after u saw my look getting more ugly???
or
u have lost feeling on me???
i dono...
"GOD"
please....
give me the answer-WHY???!!!!
it's DAMN hard to calm down my sadness,
it seems like "the LOVE" between u & me has gone.....
serious shit!!!!
FUCK
!!!
it seems like we can't go back to the "SWEET moment",
i miss tat a lot...
but
!!!!
the "passion of my love" to u had not changed,
i SWEAR!!!!
i'm not reluctant to leave,
can we fix this broken relationship???
for me is can,
but how bout u???
i still believe...
hopefully it wont end up like tis
=(
i dowan !!!!
GOD:
please help me!!!
tell me wat to do......
anywhere u told me tat u stop to read my blog,
it's like meaningless for me to continue this blog....
=(
but i know it's vry tough for u to read my blog,
coz after u read my blog sure vry sad....
so u better don read it...
at last,
i hope everything will be ok...
i wan a "happy ending"
GOD:
please help me!!!!

i N.E.E.D you Boo/DEAR....

i N.E.E.D you boo,
i gonna see you boo...
you are so...
"SWEET & CUTE"
you're my SWEETHEART,
i'm so glad to recognize you....
YOU're the only 1 that i LOVE
!!!!
you mean to me,
DEAR,
you're my all...
seriously...
i'm into you,
your everything make me fall in love to you,
not only ur beauty but ur everything
!!!
i don't want nobody else,
but only you...
i gonna have you
&
i'm so impatient...
i'll WAIT for you
!!!!
" YOU KNOW I CARE FOR YOU "
" YOU KNOW I WON'T LIE TO YOU"
" YOU KNOW I'LL BE TRUE "
" YOU KNOW I WOULD TRY TO BE YOUR EVERYTHING "
" I SWEAR TO YOU "
....
i don't need other women,
i only need you...
you are the " best part " of my life
!!!!

anywhere i'll wait for you,
i NEED you boo
!!!!

HEART's Rain...

my msn & facebook are always on,
i'm still waiting...
for ur reply
....
but there's no any reply from u
T.T
my heart can't stand for the pain anymore,
there's a rainstorm found in my heart....
my tears falling down now,
u nvr treat me like tis before...
but y
??
T.T
"Can a heart that's been thoroughly wounded continue to love me?"
i'm not blaming u,
just wan to express out my feeling...
since the day u nvr reply my message,
i so damn down,
so damn moody,
so damn sad...
T.T
i know it's my fault,
i shud not spit out those wounded words....
really sorry
>.<
but....
"i just want you to by my side"
there's nothing can relief my words,my feeling...
but my tears...
T.T
i know u have something to say,
but u keep remained speechless....
y??
but...
anywhere there's nothing can defeat me,
i'll still wait for u...
i swear
!!!!
"i just wan to be with you"
!!!

i M.I.S.S you...>.<

i
M
I
S
S
y
o
u
.
.
>.<
I M.I.S.S you
!!!!!
arghhh....
i'm going to mad soon
>.<
when can u get back to chat wit me
???
but i know u nid times,
so i'll still waiting for you.....
no matter what...
i M.I.S.S you like crazy
>.<

WAITING for "YOU"...

so SORRY...
i felt so guilty for the wound words tat i posted yesterday...
i have a drink justnow,
it's been a long long time i nvr drink...
i drank a glass of "margarita" justnow,
my whole face turned to red but don worry i nvr drunk...
anywhere...
i just waiting for ur reply,
i think it wont be going worse again...
i guess everything will be fine,
seriously...
it wont make u sad again,
it wont make u feel down again...
everything will go smooth...
so i'll wait for u,
see YOU
!!!

" MISUNDERSTOOD "

it's an
" misunderstood "
between
" ME & YOU "
...
u know wat i wan from u,
u are the 1 who wan to leave at 1st....
u still remember???
but now u say
i'm the 1 who wan to dumb u???
how come
???
i think u know that
i really really
" LOVE "
you....
without u,
my life stucking,
my life so sucksss.....
my life like lose something....
but...
i tot u the 1 who said
"both of us are different world"
???
rite
???
and i told u 1 last thing last week....
if we got chance,
we sure will meet up again....
but u reply with
" NO "
!!!!
so wat's it mean???
i DAMN blur now......
i need an explanation....
anywhere...
i nid a
"CHAT"
with you....
seriously,
i'll wait for ur appear....
i really wish that things wont go worse...
anywhere i'm FINE now,
&
1 more thing...
i never smoke....
yup...
i never smoke
!!!
don worry
^^
stop crying
!!!!
i'll wait for u....
see you
^^